Category: Transmissions Recieved
Empty is the feeling left by the tornado of emotion and darkness we just passed through. I’m told it wasn’t darkness at all. It was more light being poured in squeezing us through yet another ‘eye of the needle’ experience, but it certainly felt like another Dark Night Of The Soul. It felt like being wrung out and pelted at the same time. This is not just me, not just you – I’ve spoken to many people going through the same things: sleepless nights, feeling lost, facing inner demons, revisiting old wounds and negative memories, wondering Is this all there is? What has it all been for? What’s next? What’s meaningful? And, what can bring inspiration back?
Do you sometimes feel that everyone around you is going cray-cray? I’ve been seeing and feeling this a lot recently, and it seemed to peak last Saturday on the Full Moon, as per usual. Throughout interactions with people things run through my mind like “What in heck are they thinking to say or do that?”
I want to share with you my personal experience of what happened when I didn’t listen to my Guides advice (and wasted six years)…and then when I finally did. A couple of months ago, I wrote to you about my on-going exhaustion, brain fog, and other symptoms, and wondered why my Guides never told me what exactly what the issue was. I was a angry, and felt I couldn’t completely trust them. It was a crisis of faith for me. How could they be so spot-on about everything else and keep mum about this? Every time I asked them what was wrong with me, what caused the consistent fatigue, and how do I heal it, they DID tell me. I guess I just didn’t want to hear it. It seemed too simple. Too easy. But they were right….